Eyes

9:42 AM

I don't know exactly what I am looking for.

Though I wish I had a best friend or a group of good friends, something really simple you know.

Thus I took a deeper look and I realized that my wish list is really like an overfilled burrito, juicing. I hate to admit it but I am always comparing myself to others.

You see those parents who make Vine with their kids and you iz, "Why aren't my parents cool like that?"

And wait a minute, look at this guy on IG, he gets to be in the same photo with all these good looking peeps, must feel so right to hang out with such a crowd. #egotrip

Everywhere I turn, talented people. I mean I wish I looked like them, dressed like them, was acknowledged by them. Discontentment.

"Why can't I be like that? But I want." #whining

Would I be happier if I did though?

Then, as suggested by Paul, I started to keep a record of my own inventory.

Friends. Checked.
Family. Checked.
Home. Checked.
Job. Checked.
Health. Checked.
Hobbies. Checked.
Food on the table. Checked.
Still breathing. Checked.

What more do I need?

Oh I know. I need better stewardship over what I already have.

Amen.

Photography by Christy McDaniel.

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