Saturday Morning
12:14 PM
Conversing. Then a sudden dose of awareness.
-> Why is she not looking at me?
Why am I thinking about this anyway? Does it matter? Does anything matter? Would my mental capacity even allow me to multitask in this way? To be self aware in a social interaction? What is the discussion topic again? I am not sure if I am still following. Man I am totally engrossed in my own thoughts right now. Weerd.
A nod here and there
"Yeah I totally know what you mean."
It's nice to have company. Being around. I am happy.
-> Why is she not looking at me?
Why am I thinking about this anyway? Does it matter? Does anything matter? Would my mental capacity even allow me to multitask in this way? To be self aware in a social interaction? What is the discussion topic again? I am not sure if I am still following. Man I am totally engrossed in my own thoughts right now. Weerd.
A nod here and there
"Yah. I know right."
What was I thinking again? Ooo the sunlight. Warm. Feels cozy. This chair. Sitting. Life is good. "Yeah I totally know what you mean."
Photography by Jakob Lawitzki.
