It's almost that time of the year again.

Winter solstice (Dec 21st). Wonder how I will cope with my seasonal mood this year. Layers of time are being peeled away, fast. Hope there are better things in store for me in 2015. What have I learnt this past year? That not many things would go my way. It's okay though. Learning to flex my flexibility. At this point, all I want for Christmas is a job. The job market is fully saturated. Hundreds of people applying for the same opened position. How do I distinguish myself from others? I don't. I am but an average person. Humility? No, just a sad realization. Nonetheless, I am still living and breathing. #gratadtitude I think God is teaching me not to give up. But it's easy to not want to be bothered any more. It is all mental. Need a cure for the mind. Engage in more mind work?

Re: the vulnerability of the mind.

One negative thought and the whole foundation goes crashing. Worry not for rebuilding is possible. I often find myself in search of new cognitive pieces or ones lost along the way. Funny how you often lose parts of yourself without even realizing. Hair shedding. Modification of the self-concept. How does it work anyway? Grab a giant scoop of the self and splash it away. It is freeing and artistic. A fiber of feeling here. A string of thought there. Add a bit of gender and race. Spray some motivation. Finalize the product by installing perception. Then a new model. A new system of cognitivity. Scratch the old. An uncanny evolution. X-men. X-mind.

I see comma and brackets but how do you look for the point when there is no point question mark