Shinae has done it again. I am once again reminded, of God's providence, subtle but powerful. You would be right in saying He does not manifest in the physical, but the indelible traces from the past do remain on my heart. And I am touched over and over, finger tips. Looking back, two barely discernible trails of footprints on the sand, washed up. And in the roaring of the wind, I am rest assured, glad. Could it be true that I have not been alone this entire time? That I no longer need to don the dark knight costume, fending on my own. What a conflicting existence, human race that is. Although full of potential and fully capable, we are plagued with hopelessness, sickness. And the symbol of the beast, marking conflicts, war, instigation. Honestly, whom can I really rely on beside myself? Deer come and go, like mirages in the sandstorm. Like they never existed in the first place. And the somber hours, they will inevitably befall. A normal occurrence I tell you. Soon. Any minutes from now, I could be devoured whole by my pet demons, dissolved by the unresolved. Aye, a wereman at core. Malgré tout, let me enjoy and savor these few moments of sanity in the present presence. Let me playfully lose myself in the moment so I can be found again. Peekaboo, a child at heart. Even though I still don't know better, let me never stop trying. I will surely get it right, so until then, the heart surgery can wait. As of now, let me simply be doused in the provided lymph and be healed, effortlessly, naturally. A truth. Even though I am perhaps simply a byproduct of conditioning and genetics, I am shaped by love. Molded to love. And I am way more than whom they say I am.

Did you know? Destiny is nothing abstract. Sure iz fun to wander and squander, but why not season life with a dash of destination and purpose too. It is adventure time! So bring a nakama. Let us toil and resist together in our journeys, damming strong when the currents of life carry us to the unexpected and unimaginable. A secret. Have you heard of this new game being released everywhere? It is called "Real Life", with its many twists. live actions and 3D graphic. Worth a try I say. Though a timer killer, go for it, play. In doubt, trust, for His compass will surely lead you beyond your current impasse. In confusion, look, for cues are spread all over the maze's floor to demystify. And in exhaustion, save and rest.

Now listen.
Listen to the song in your heart.
A mellifluous melody, am sure.
Worth to be expressed, sung.

A request, bon.
You are on.