Everything
6:16 PM
To members of the lactose intolerancy order. Due to high amount of written cheese, beware of possible nauseous and diarrhetic afflictions.
Tell me.
What is wrong with me being sentimental?
That I treasure gifts, cards & pictures.
That I get all emotional thinking about relation & chips.
That I have this need to verbally express myself and my romanticized ideas.
Because see, I also crave for that special fair-tale. The one I could call my own, appropriate.
But the sought person has already descended, living among concentric circles.
The rest is inspired by Naruto 698.
In fact, I realized that the people around me are all special, all unique. And I am blessed, to be able to share precious moments with each and every. And the interpersonal conflicts are just hinges that pull us closer. Do know that it is only because I care, love that I am so bothered, so annoyed, frustrated. And my desire to control, to seek justice, amend & repair, really, are just my way of foregoing the negative. I am a peacemaker after all, your pacemaker. And I long and thrive in your laughter, our sharing of meals and good feels. Thus, don't leave me. Staymore. I need clock to prep, readying myself in order to face you at crossroad, gate towards foreshadows. This heart, fluttering alongside the nerves, flies. And I ask myself, "Can I be my true self next to you?"
Help me understand could you. Do you consider me an ally? Can you please validate this existence because it can't possibly do so on its own. Give me the courage to accept and a chance to prove myself, because surely, I will treat you right. And I will protect and look out after your interests. Trust, not in werds but werk. Know, that through hell and culmination, we will walk, well accompanied. Be like those two musketeers, gallant. Marching on, cool vibe. Let us stand out, dancing under spotlight and stealing Zeus' thunder. Because in your presence, I am strengthened. Personhood wholly and essence, multiplied. Thank you. For understanding. For knowing my past & present. You who know my ticks and tactoc. And I, who know your secrets and combination. I tell you, that of course you can, able. I believe for you, in you. Don't be afraid, because I will speak into your fears. And I will lend you some perspectives and ears. Since I know you will do the same, that you be present too. We are in this together, aren't we. And we have climbed much far, haven't we? We did it, who would have thought? Now let's enjoy the infinite view from the peak. And soon, be embarking on yet another journey. Race you there, spurring style. Won't give up til you do. Brace because there will be provocation, my way of pushing you. And undoubtedly, we will fight, bark and wrestle, but our bond, be kept intact. Did you know that I am simply trying to impress you. Thus my need to compete, win. But at the end of all, there is no loser, because we are both improving, progressing en semble. So shake on it pacman, on our pact. Today, I hereby acknowledge you. You, brother, one of own, best of buys. There, humpty dumpty empty. Now you know, exactly how I feel.
"Am I still good enough to stay close, proximate?"
To Naruto, Sasuke
