Enjoyed
12:51 PM
When you have so much time on your hands and feet that you forget what you can do as en_tity. Thus, an engagement in staring at nothing, anything.
Then, the little noises around get super bassed. Turbulences.
"Wait a minute, what am I doing here?"
And for a sec, you forget to breathe. Need to catch up on oxygen.
"What was I thinking about again?"
Doesn't matter. Sitting becomes a tad dull, a bit uncomfortable. You then plunge into the nearest couch, letting everything sink in. Your body fully immersed, your mind finally emerged. Cognition activation. No thoughts coming out though. Em probably still at the bottom of the cerebral tube. Sticky & creamy. Give it a minute or two. Why not do a head stand and let em trickle down. Don't squeeze. Those psychic pimples. Let them burst on their own. Could take a while but worth.
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Tingle. Jingle. Life in the belly? Nope. Just stress. Stress from not doing. Stress from just being. Grumble & rumble. And an arising need to tame.
"Begone stress. Obey."
Relax. Untighten facial muscles. Uncheck yourself. Make a mess and shake off the specificity. Thirsty Kirby? Dip your mind in the sauces of life. Be pro-serenity. Wars might be fought next door, but indoor peace can still be released. Just be & live. Believe that you can find purpose even in the menial and trivial. Let your focus wander. Questions? What are those EXP still unprocessed? And those thoughts, internet unexplorer? Now would be a good time. Don't avoid gaze & maze. Instead, lift up cognitive schemas like a newborn. And manipulate memory nodes like pages in the Yellow Book. Hungry Henry? Come and have a tangible taste of what it means to be human. Just let it be. And let yourself go for the moment.
Meanwhile, en.able joy.
Meanwhile, en.able joy.
Photography by Akimasa Harada.